Hello! I'm looking for a Douglas/Martin fic. I don't remember where I read it, but it was about the following:
Douglas thinks he might be attracted to Martin, but when they have sex for the first time, he completely freaks out over the fact that Martin has a penis and no breasts, reminding him of the fact that Martin's not a (cis) woman*. Martin's hurt but he gets it. They try again at some point, and it goes better, but Douglas freaks out again. It's starting to really hurt Martin that Douglas cares so much about genitalia.
I'm afraid I don't remember much else. Does anyone know where I can find this fic?
*the fic however doesn't take into account that some women have cocks, and no breasts
Lost fic
Douglas thinks he might be attracted to Martin, but when they have sex for the first time, he completely freaks out over the fact that Martin has a penis and no breasts, reminding him of the fact that Martin's not a (cis) woman*. Martin's hurt but he gets it. They try again at some point, and it goes better, but Douglas freaks out again. It's starting to really hurt Martin that Douglas cares so much about genitalia.
I'm afraid I don't remember much else. Does anyone know where I can find this fic?
*the fic however doesn't take into account that some women have cocks, and no breasts